I'd live as a happier person.
I'll try to think happier thoughts instead.
I'll do things that'll make me happier instead.

I'll be positive, cause someone wanted to be.
And because someone said this before:
"You might lose hope, you might lose faith, but don't throw it all away".

Time will be short and each day may leave its own regrets.
But I'll do my best.


Edit @ 10.55.

Hmph. What irony.
It was only moments ago that I've decided to live a happier life.

Stabbed by fate again.
What's life without a sudden twist of events? What's life without sorrow?
But then again, all I want is a simple life..

I feel like my heart's a dart board, except that knives are thrown on it instead.

Life seemed to go at a 'One step at a time' pace,
suddenly everything's so rushed.

The beast in me is being caged, it cries out loud, wanting to vent its rage.
How I want to let it scream.

Tomorrow will not be a better day.
Next year will a much worse year either.
Let me whine in advance.

Its not your fault. Not my fault either.
Its never anyone's fault when fate's out of our grasp.

2 posts and 1 edit today.
So taken aback.
Life's at a much faster pace.
The path to perfection ain't even at its climax,
yet I feel so drained.

I opened my eyes, I received my fate,
I let myself get stabbed.
I haven't lost hope, nor have I lost faith,
Though it may just lead me nowhere.

Sorry if I irritate anyone, mood swings. Classic.
Just leave me be,
I'll try my best to not cry, not even tear.
I'll try my best to even smile.
But..

When will the act be over?
When can I remove this blue-coloured mask?

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