• 7:21 AM, Friday, March 28, 2008

I won't be able to talk to her again.
Everything I do pisses her off.

• 7:00 AM,

Played Audi.
I'm at lvl 12. Always lvl 12. I'm thinking of sticking to lvl 12 4eva! Woots! Lols.
Today did high jump. I did quite a few times?
Lols. I feel like taking part in high jump! But nvm. I don wan sprain leg. I often get sprains when i jump.
After that is chinese lesson.
Kpkb ms lim want us wear uni over pe.
Talk shyt.
The sch rules is must change by end of recess. So the lessons before recess we can still wear pe.
Piss off.
Really boring behind la....
I want sit in the middle! At least in front of someone...
Mr Kok's lesson,
as boring as ever.
I wonder why NHHS teachers so boring de...
I'm being left out in class...

People's voting for people to be coucillors. Jenn Yeong's thinking of voting for me?
Omg.

I can't seem to forget her.
I'm giving myself false hopes.

• 6:28 AM, Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Today's the Track and Field Sport's Heat!!
Wheeeeeeeeee!
I'm supposed to run 200m and 4x400m. Whee whee whee!
So fun. At first I thought I'm gonna die when I see all the previous runners run. Omg.
I'm at race 10. So the more i look, the more I'm scared. Lols.
Who would've thought I can get 3rd?
103's Jack Lee Zi Kang damn pro. T T
He overtook me. T T
So sad T T
Some more he also in 4x400m. Also last! Same as me! Again!
Sad sad sad sad sad sad. I was like confirm die liao. Die die die.
Then I saw Yang Yu. I was again OMG. He's damn fast and has good stamina lor!!
Crap.
I damn nervous when Kelvin past baton to me. (* To siewyi, not bacon. Bacon is a type of meat. Maybe ham?)
Crap! I wanted to chiong. But people keep saying, save energy!! So I did just that.
Not much of a difference. I got overtook by Yang Yu anyway.
He made the v sign with his fingers. As in victory. Wa crap!
SO SORRY MING HENG, JENN YEONG AND MORE IMPORTANTLY KELVIN, who did more of the overtaking. I seriously disappointed them lor... I couldn't continue after half of the race!!
Well, I just have to train my stamina and come back next year...
And the next time, I'm gonna trash them all! T T
All the other runners did real good too. Whee!!

• 7:18 AM, Saturday, March 22, 2008

While I was lazing on the bed this afternoon, I suddenly thought of last year's sitting arrangement when I was in front of Kimbly. It was fun back then.
Too bad I'm sitting right at the back now; I wish someone could pull and kick my chair so hard that I could fall just to question me on homework...

• 7:03 AM, Friday, March 21, 2008

Wei Wen suddenly talked about Kimbly.
She said I tahan very long. o.o

Hell, i realised, its been 1 year and I cant forget anything about her.

• 5:20 AM, Thursday, March 20, 2008

I suddenly thought of the family tree game 6 Jadians "made" and played.
I was picked as the grandfather. And I guess everyone remembers who the grandmother was.
I thought it was really embarrassing before, but now, I silently wish for those days to come back again.

• 5:15 AM,

....... Today,
Overall mood, not bad la. Even though we got scolded by Mrs B Lim and Ms Lim PS.
Just b'cos few people made noise. It isn't fair condemning everyone just for a dozen people's mistake. Blah and Blah. Mrs Lim made us stay back for recess. Curses.
After lunch, chinese. Whee, got scolded again. It wasn't much fun. Mou Jun said at least we get to waste time. ==lll
I don't mind how much we get scolded. I mind about nothing. But the goddamn deal is, we're not going to get our class jersey. Goddamn blast it. I wanted to wear iit proudly and win the 2oom proudly on 26 March lor.... Srew her.
We're supposed to be punished after school. But me and qinwei barely escaped. We had badminton friendly match with Yew Tee Primary. PRIMARY. Unbelievable. Lols.
We played some games after Yew Tee left. Fun? A bit. But i think the coach was testing our wits instead.

• 6:24 AM, Wednesday, March 19, 2008

There's nothing much today actually. I wanted PE. I wanted sprint relay. Sian.
Mr Cha didn't give us training for sprint de. Boring.
Mr Joel Chan's, new Maths Teacher, lessons are quite boring. But in my opinion, when he's not talking about maths, he's a lil bit more interesting. ==

• 5:29 AM, Monday, March 17, 2008

Today's the start of a new term.
(There's PE today! Thats the only exciting thing. We played basketball during PE.... Then the girls came in, 2 vs all. o.o
I'm talking crap now. Crap, crap and more crap.
Ms Neoh came back!! And we had a new Science teacher, a bossy one at that. ==
We changed seats, I'm now beside the door, and the only guy surrounding me is Jenn Yeong. Its really weird, cos me and jenn yeong, we don't really talk lor...)

After school and when walking home, I mean after badminton, I saw this lil couple. They were sweet? Then I was suddenly so lonely, not like I never felt loneliness before, but at that point, I was really lonely. of course, I thought of her*. =[
I promised to myself that i wouldn't tear for her, not anymore, but I did tear, and on the bus at that. There were times i wanted to cry, but I couldn't, somehow, the tears nv came out, except today...
I though how I felt, excitement and devastationduring both times when she told me her feelings...
I know I'm stupid, retarded, a jerk and she's pissed off for what I did a few times. She's not the first girl I liked, but she's the first girl I ever loved. In a flash everything was gone. I'm not happy, but what can I do?? If it was that easy to forget ebrything, I wouldnt be torttured here.
There were a few times i wanted to be a vampire. That way, maybe I would be thinking about other things.
I really wonder, why am I acting hyper in class, when i cant get hyper?
And now that I think of it, its not that I'm not attached to 104, its just that I appreciate and the past more than i do to the present..
In life, there's a lot of events, be it happy or sad, that'll affect you emotionally. But no matter how many happy memories you have, they'll never, NEVER, affect you as much as the unhappy memories. Thats my theory, simple.

(PS: I met shao xiang today, he also came back from his badminton practise, we chat a while of course. I missed the times we, me and the other badminton boys had fun in school. =]) <-- Rubbish. Lonely under the moonlight, I feel, life's nothing without you.

• 1:04 AM, Sunday, March 16, 2008

Poor Saga of Darren Shan...
So fast end le... I still want read more of the books! Too exciting le!
Haix... I want more of Darren Shan's books!
I want another Saga of Darren Shan! Or continue the series of trilogies la!! T T

Maybe next time when I grow up I continue the Saga? =]
Or probably my own stories on vampires? =]
Wheee! Wheee! Wheee! Wheee!
Vampires are the best!

• 12:12 AM, Saturday, March 15, 2008

Currently chiong-ing my Eng Book Review: The Prince and The Pauper.

Haizzz.....

• 11:52 PM, Friday, March 14, 2008

2 days ago....
Went for home econs. Zzz.... I was almost late when i reached school. damn the side gate. Not open THROUGHOUT the cursed holidays.
We made pizza, which is actually a bread, and had HE theory. The teacher, Ms Yeo, made us stay until very long, approximately 20 minutes. o.o Kelvin (to 6 Jade pupils: not typo error.) was wearing home clothes and he went in the school. o.o Well, he came in to wait for us, we had to go library do proj. o.oHe complained that he waited for VERY long. it was really long anyway, who daren't say waiting for people for 20 minutes is long?
Ah well, we went library to do Lit proj. Then Chang Ying also want do Hist proj. Zzz... It wasted my time but nvm, I found Saga of Darren Shan Book 4! Wheee! Its called Vampire Mountain, so you know why I'm damn happy about it. I finished the book just a day after. Its not for a very long time actually, but i actually felt i read it for many many days alr.
We had roti prata there. Walao. damn ex and slow. And Chang Ying was ther saying: Quality food comes in quality time/ price. =.=
We did the Lit very slow la... Don't know why but we were wasting a lot of time, slacking.

• 6:28 AM, Monday, March 10, 2008

Today's the very LOL Lit Workshop.
First of all, I could have skipped it for badminton. But I didn't =D. Aren't everyone glad? Jkjk.
Iwas almost late for school when I was on the bus. =P
I was then late when I reached school. DD= Sian la.
There was something interesting going on when i reached class. They were playing a game.
We played 2 games. They were QUITE fun. But not really fun.
We proceeded to the poems. Many things went on. But I'm lazy to go on. Lols.
It was stupid la, we had to act it out at the end of the day.
Lols, I'm so lazy to post... Thats about all then. Bye.

• 7:15 AM, Sunday, March 9, 2008

WEeeeee! Junyi and I met up today!! Not really much fun... But was somewhat... Memorable? Lols.
We went West Mall library first, to borrow books. And then we bought some snacks and candies... And of course, went to my house. We played comp of course.... And he wanted to check his account. He so pro liao lor... T T and I'm still lvl 15. Ah well, nvm. I don really play it.
*P/S: This post was shortened due to lack of time.

• 4:58 AM, Friday, March 7, 2008

Today's the last day of school, and I'm moaning. Goddamn f*** it. I hate holidays, cause there's simply too much homework! Esp when this year's theres projects to be done! I'm trying to start my E. Lilt, but I simply don't know how to do...
Miss Neoh left today. o.o She's a nice teacher and its rather sad that she's leaving.
She often tolerate with 104's die-die-also-don't-care attitude. I wonder how she does that and yet say we were the guai-est students she ever taught. o.o I was often scared she explode in class. Haha.
And on bus, I was so sian until I flipped my file. Lucky I flipped it, if not I would have died. Cause I haven't hand in the Annual track and Field Sport's Meet form. I had to walk all the way back to school. Damn. And I was zooming around in school like i was mad. And when I found out where to hand it up, it was just Mr Chan's pigeon hole. Damn! And they had to make it so complicated like: PE staff Room. =.= Zzz...
When I took a next bus, I was emo-ing, looking at something. Something extremely memorable, even if its just a note, and she was forced (not by me) to write it. I read it all over and over, though it was just 2 sentences...

• 5:16 AM, Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Today's my birthday!
I'm not really excited or anything, cos birthdays are like regular days to me. Not like I will celebrate it or anything.
The first to wish me happy b'day, was of course my mother. She gave me an angpao, of $50! XD.
At school, Charmaine (6 Jade pupils: This is not typo error.) wished me happy birthday first.
And Siewyi was the only one who gave me something, a card. Lols.
Thanks to 2 of them anyway, even though I don't really care for my birthday...
Just received a form for the annual track and field sports heats. It happens on 26 March, Yiqing's bday? Lols. Anyway, quite a lot of people wanted to participate, mostly were girls though. I joined 4x400m and 200m boys! Wish me luck!
Chinese Orchestra stinks. I had to go, cos Mr Siao didnt let me quit there and then. Damn.
But I so smart, go home that time call badminton teacher-in-charge, and he asked me to go training this Thursday! But he still had to settle some stuff with Mr Siao. ==lll
Thats about all for today.
I made them especially short cause I don't have much time left...==

• 4:16 AM, Monday, March 3, 2008

Tomorrow's my birthday. Did anyone prepare a present for me? =D Jkjk. Not like I need one.
I'm gonna change CCA, quit CO and join Badminton. My mom finally gave me permission, but I hope Siao Lao Shi lets me quit. He's the teacher in charge. o.o

• 5:09 AM, Sunday, March 2, 2008

Today's Miller's (cousin) b'day. And we celebrated it. Zzz...
My birthday 2 days away only also don't celebrate. Some more no on remember it! Only Phil's mom remember... -.= See what I mean when no one cares for me?
It was damn boring nia... Nth to do de. I boring until want eat something, but no titbits available. So Phil and I went to the nearby convenience store to buy. We buy finish liao, wly! Raining then we stranded at the lousy HDB flat. The rain less heavy liao then we chiong back to the condominium.
Boring seh... I play my lousy GBA until night. -.= After eat pla Phil's PSP. Wanted to buy one. But I don't know if i can buy. Cos my mom think my CT score damn lousy. ==

• 5:06 AM,

I wonder why I joined the f***ing goddamned CCA Chinese Orchestra. Pay for so many things. Some more the lessons so uninteresting! Kao pei kao bu all the time. Still need what bloody relay! Chee bye! Think this lousy CCA damn shiok ar?!
You think lim pei damn rich argh?! Pay pay pay. File also mist buy, Concert performance we don't want go also force us! What heck of a CCA is that! KNN!

Sorry to all if I offended you cos I sibei buay song now.