• 4:52 AM, Friday, January 30, 2009

Tired. Pissed of. Fucked up. Tired again.
4 descriptions of how I'm feeling right now.
Everything sucks.

What the hell is with the bloody fucking damned world!!

I want to be antisocial like I always did.
I dont want to smile ever again, nor laugh.
The muscles ain't worth it.
I'd rather frown and spend the other hundred(, add a few hundred maybe,) muscles than be someone I'm not.
I know I'm a no-life and I don't care.

Adults never get what's going on.
They don't think before they talk, nor do they care about the people around them.
They care more for themselves than their so called "loved ones".
They talk as if the world circulates around them.

• 11:44 PM, Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Tuition's gonna be boring, cannot hear Joel Lee scold Jialing noisy le..
Blablabla..

I'm appointed to do some proposal for some elderly home thing.
God.. I don't know what to do,
and I not really good with adults/ old people.
Anyway, what am I supposed to do?

• 4:45 AM,

Hmm... Feel like changing racket..
Maybe an Edge Saber??
But no money...
Someone can spons me?
Sianz.

• 4:46 AM, Monday, January 12, 2009

First everything bores me,
now everything pisses me off.
Is the world against me or what?

I shan't say about my cca,
it pisses me a bit, but its not as bad as lousy shit CO la.

Then the next thing I must say.
Why ar, adults must always act smart one.
Cannot think like kid is it?
Being a kid wrong meh?
She not kid before meh?

Those that know ar, I not referring to my mother hor.
I referring to some bitch on the net.

This web crunchyroll.com is a good website for animes, or use to.
Then recently, they remove ALL the user poster animes,
because they wanted licensed videos.
Wtf?
At first my reaction wasn't this bad la,
but a lot people complain at the forum.
Then I got pissed because some bitch was scolding us,
"Kids whose toys were broken, so you're whining."
Fuck. yes I want to be a gentleman and not be provoked, but this is off the hook!!
I didn't scold her back la, I just said:
"we understand what the site wants to do but not all the animes are licensed. and that we don't want all the freak stuff like watch them on the same day it airs as in japan, we just want to watch them."

Then that she-male adult damn fuck.
She call me A CHILD, A BABY, A KID WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE INDUSTRY.

Wa, she want care for the industry I must also care ar? Or I look at her in awe?
Being a child wrong ar? She not child before meh? Not baby before meh?
If not she alien liao.
Stupid freak ass bitch cheespie.

• 4:58 AM, Thursday, January 8, 2009

Today no homework.
So finally got real time to blog.
I'm really really bored.
So kanasai sia..
Lessons bores me.
Everything bores me.
I want something fresh to do.
I feel like crying like I use to do.
Random, I know.

Hmph, why do we have t'do everything the Ministry wants us to do?
Studies are boring,
like I was telling Qinwei, its not as if we'll be applying everything.
If we're going to be artists, its not like we'll be calculating the angles, etc. etc.

Bored to hell every single day.
Attempted to message during class (oops),
but in the end didnt.
DOnt know who to sms or what to message.
Message alex later he tio confiscate.

Still thinking lots while alone.

• 12:42 AM, Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Finally got time to post...
Badminton so many days sia.
Plus the pt we do on friday,
have only 3 days to rest.
And out of the 3 days have tuition.
Damn tired!!
And then competition coming soon.
Need to miss class...
How sad!

Eh gtg liaos.
Need finish tuition homework on
factorisation...

-the working for complex sec 2 factorisation is

officially irritating.

• 4:19 AM, Friday, January 2, 2009

Sian, today's the start of school.
I still thinking about Christmas sia...
Super bored.
Wake up early in the morning, I crawl on my mattress for a while to the ground, then I say to my mother:
"I wanna sleep longer."
"Until when? I wake you."
"10 am."
Zzz.. So sad la, cannot continue sleep le.

And then on the bus damn suay.
The bus dono why I think everytime bus stopping, but the bus, also dono why, continue one.
So continue until me, annie, isadora miss the stop. I think everyone see that never bother to press the bell.
Damn pissed la
Then need walk all the way to school.
Quite far la, need walk past a long row of apartments..
Sianz. Then I walk until almost fall asleep while walking.

The day was relatively boring.
Was student planning day.
Then never do anything much.
The whole morning was actually speeches, bla bla bla,
And then was more student planning stuff in class.
Changed some class seating arrangements.

Why teacher always put me at the window there ar.
Zzz...
In front is Xiaoyu, always talk weird weird stuff one.
And then yao zi bu qing, cannot hear him talk.
Then kelvin goh beside me. Yay!! Behind me is Lizhu la. Always to to Florence one,
Soooo noisy.
And Siewyi is diagonal to me. Lols.

Then after school hours, I go running with friends.
My legs now a bit jelly, don't know if can go badminton tomorrow. haaha.
We do for like 2 hours, with resting.
My 100 m sprint actually quite good le leh..
Too bad I dono where to stop, in the end lose to Jaye.
Lawls. wasn't looking where I was running, In the end stop too early.

Went home, I was a bit quiet I think?
But nevermind. I don't care anymore.
Guess she is the only one I can remember during quiet moments like this evening.