• 6:35 AM, Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Super sian nia these few days.

1. Swimming for cancelled on Monday because of bad weather. Sian

2. Failed my Gepgraphy test at 8/20

Because I failed my test, my mom has stopped me from playing PSP le.
Hais, I did say I will work harder, but I never say I don't want any fun right?
She ban me from anime liao not good enough, now still wan stop me from playing PSP.
Damn it man. ==

Life is as accidentally as everything else in this arbitrary happenstance universe.

• 6:27 AM, Thursday, July 17, 2008

Lalala. Not here to post. Just replying tags.

[tzulai: wah,why so emo?]
I dont know leh.

[Mana: adsffdgdsasd]
[Mana: lmao wee]
o.o So lame.

[keni: cheer up puck!]
Lols. Don't call me puck please please.

[Ceci: O.O whoa ... dun emo le lah . ): ]
O.O lols.

[lizhu: hello puck...i shout ur name???gt meh?]
I think you DID.

[raine/}: hello phuck !]
[raine/}: i mean *puck]
[raine/}: haha jk :] ]
Diaos. So bad. Don't call me Puck or Phuck.

[raine/}: CHEER UP LA WHY THINK OF HER AGAIN NEH]
I dono leh. When I lonely or unhappy, i want someone to talk to. The first person i think about is her.

[housefly(:: yay. glad that you miss me:) cuz im register 35. k random.]
Yea... That WAS random.

[huiwen: hello yongqin. TAGGED! =D]
Thanks for tagging!

Time is an arbitrary mental construction that has absolute no meaning.

• 5:53 AM, Monday, July 14, 2008

Am soooooooo darn sad.
Don't know who to talk to when I have problems... Sad sad sad.
Wanted to talk to Alex, but when chat with him halfway he stopped replying my message le. -.-
Is there anyone out there?
Sure, no one cares about my lousy problems. But at least give me SOME hope.
There's some irony here, I suppose. Just ignore it.
Yes there are activities to keep me occupied and no think about it. But once I'm done, who's there for me.
Its so hard to find someone who's always there for you nowadays... All I want is just a good friend, who's willing to actually take the initiative to ask about my problems or at least share some interesting stuff, like what we call a 挚友.
Goddamn it, like anyone cares.

I miss that girl.
That girl who was index numbered 35.
That girl who I used to tease a lot.
That girl who used to sit in front of me.
That girl I'd always throw something on her hair to disturb her. Call it attracting attention.
That girl who I was always shy around.
That girl who was there whenever I was down and out, and crying.
That girl who had problems i tried to comfort out off.
That girl who would kick my chair or pull it so hard, just to get a question on Chinese homework answered.

That girl who I had crushed on.
That girl who hated me and probably still hates me...

If perfection is achieved and life exists, life will change the perfection and cause it to be imperfect

• 7:41 AM, Saturday, July 12, 2008

Quite long since I posted, hahas.
Preparing for tests. Sad.
"Give us a break" is what Jane from 109 put on her msn pm.
Lols. I agree. =.=
My legs hurt!!! From pt on Thursday.
You know, we ran around the perimeter of clementi sports hall 2nd floor. If you've already gasped reading this. Read on and you'll die, I guess.
We ran for 4 rounds.
Tiring but fun la. I got 2nd and 3rd place among the sec 1's frequently. Yay. Now my legs super pain. Qin Wei and Nicholas so bad. Qw pawn training, Nicholas run away. Bad boys. Pfft.
Then before training I remember Lizhu shout my name when I about to leave my school. Then Keni shout something which I didnt hear. I was thinking:"WHAT?!"
Friday quite boring la. Cant concentrate in class. Whole day thinking about going home and sleep and maybe play psp. Tsk tsk.
Go home that time when Ying Chang and Bing Hwang left, and when train about to come, Siewyi, Sue Mae, Sue Lynn, Kimberly go behind me and "scare" me.I was like, "what the hell?"
Lols.
Now, people are like arguing in my cbox about what colours are good. Sheryl said, pink are for girls that act cute. I don't act cute, and I'm certainly not a girl.
Siewyi is totally not happy. Hahas.

Everyone aims for unseen heights, like smoke. but if you get caught too high, you'll suffocate.

• 7:20 AM, Friday, July 4, 2008

Hey!! Back to blogging again. Haha. Nop time to blog except on weekends and fridays. Sad uh...
Aiya not really actually.
Recently there's been lots of homework. Especially home econs. I've been rushing on the work ever since, monday? Aiya, just know that I have been diligently doing my work. :) I sound so bu yao lian. Haha.
Been boring ever since this term started. Yawns.
Nowadays the badminton training is in the hall, because of the 'O' levels? Sians la.
I left my water bottle one day in the school hall and forgot to bring it home. I had to buy another one and lie to my mother that I found it... Hope I wont see my previous one or I wont know what to do!
Yesterday after badminton training outside saw Shao Xiang at the Bukit Batok interchange. He bought a new racket... Its the whole white one. Forgot the name of it liao...
But its damn nice la the colour... I want one too!! But I want the pink one.
Have been liking pink sinceyesterday!

Not everything in this world foloows theories.