• 5:53 AM, Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I feel like I'm a stranger, even to myself.
Each minute, I think:
'What am I?' A human.
'What is my persona?' Who knows.
I'm having converstations with myself, how stupid.

Can't concentrate with whatever I'm doing.
factorisation doesn't impress me anymore,
especially since the bloody girls made so much noise.
Getting pissed off by the minute.

Well something seems to calm me down.
Seems like I see her every 2 weeks during december on Wednesday.
I was so pissed at the day,
So I think I stunned.
Said hi, and the words came out awkwardly,
she ignored me,
oh well.

Or was it my eyes playing tricks on me?
Could be, anything could happen on New Year's Eve.

The rest of the day was boring, stayed at home.
School's starting soon.
Dread it.
I don't want any homework.
Or it could keep me distracted.
I'm quite contradictory thse days,
so classmates, don't mind me.

'reach for your own happiness.'

tell me, what can and what should we reach for?

• 3:48 AM, Monday, December 29, 2008

Yesterday was the 6jade class BBQ.
Yay!! It was fun luh.
Barely well-organized for the games.
People had their ideas, but each also had their attention on something else.

Went there with Junyi and Alex.
Alex was quiet? Emo-ing? Hmm.
Was a little hyper that day.
Guess so cause that was a complete class outing for the year.
A good way to end the year, I say.

Were there for a while and,
Darryl came with his precious basketball.
So Kevin was hyped up and they started playing.
They looked like they were playing basketball for the whole day.
Next outing must tell darryl not to bring his basketball, or not?

Ms Leong and Mdm Tan were there too.
Ms Leong bought us pizzas.
Mdm tan help us cook food too.
I didn't know if they were doing anything else cause I as entertaining the boys by playng with them.

Night time was fun.
We played water bombs.
Hehe. Throwed at faces at a lot of people.
the scissors paper stone game was a bit weird?
Junyi was like not happy that he kept losing.

Went to change, dadada.
Then we started ghost story telling.
kang Ming ran away, typical.
Everyone was a bit scared.
Maybe not ler yang.

The girls were super scared, i think.
So we boys brought them to their blocks.
It was a bit time consuming, but never mind.
First was Huiyun, then Siti, then Kimbly.

Kimbly was the furthest away, she had to take bus to hillview.
rather late le, so the the boys aren't taking her to the bus stop.
So, dadada~. Oh well.

Guess I'm still a coward within afterall.

• 11:59 PM, Thursday, December 25, 2008

Went to Jurong Point the day before yesterday.
Was damned crowded and noisy, practically hated it already.
But it was big, real big.
I was thinking, the renoovation ended already?
Well, I was oblivious about Jurong Point for only half a month. So how could it have been completed so fast?
Ah never mind.

Christmas yesterday.
Didn't do anything much.
Suddenly felt like doing homework so I started doing,
Eh!! So much homework!!
Left a few days only.

Just do as much as I can liao...
My estimated homework completed by school reopen:
Math Worsheet.
4 Chinese jianbao.
2 to 4 Chinese Journal Writing and maybe another compo.

• 6:41 AM, Saturday, December 20, 2008

Yesterday went to watch Twilight in the morning. Well, we met up too early so it was like we wasted a bit of time walking around.

Overall the movie was great. The best movie I watched so far.
I didn't expect much action (the only one was when Edward was fighting with James) since this was a romance genre movie.
The romance was a but little. It was mostly blabbering anyway.
And they did fast forward and remove a lot of things, like Bella's thoughts when Edward didn't attend school for a week. Not the pornographic things Jennyeong was thinking about.

The actors and actresses chosen were a bit fat, especially the actresses for:
Rosalie, who had a big butt.
Victoria, who was just fat. (Does this remind you of someone?)
Jessica, did they choose her for her breasts? What the hell?

Never mind about the above sarcasm, I did say that this was a good movie right?
So go watch it.

I'll be looking forward to other vampire movies next year!!
"Saga of Darren Shan" trilogy number one.
And "New Moon" (Did this surprise the fans?).

• 4:02 AM, Monday, December 15, 2008

1.Who is the last person who tagged you?
--Safura. :)

2.The relationship between you and her/him?
--Erm... A confidant? Even though we don't know each other very well.

3.Your 5 impressions of her/him?
-- Someone easy to talk to. Well, the rest I'm not very sure. I'm not very good at 'impressions' kid of questions.

4.If she/he become your enemy, you will?
-- I don't think we'll be. She's not evil. Is she?

5.What will you say to the person whom you like very much?
-- I don't really understand this question

6.The characteristic(s) you love yourself is...
-- I think a lot. Its not much of a good point, but at least I reflect about my actions more than others do.

7.The characteristic(s) you hate yourself is... ?
-- There was a point of time when I said a lot of stupid things. Why the hell did I say them anyway? Teoh Yong Qin, go and die. Think before you talk lah!! !@#$

8.For the person whom I hate, you say...
-- You mean "you hate" as in me, do you? If so, I guess I wouldn't care less about him/her/whatever, even if he/she/it dies, its not my problem. Is it? I think not.

9.What do people feel about you?
-- I don't really know. I doubt I really care too; You hate me, so what? You like me, let's be friends then.

10.Who you have a crush to?
-- Enough talk about crushes.

11.The most ideal person you want to be is... ?
- A gentleman for a start. Not to use damned vulgar anymore!! "A gentleman never provokes or gets provoled".

12.Pass on this quiz to 10 person :
1) Junyi
2) Eric
3) Qiuyuan
4) Sheryl (She seems to have privated her blog, how to tag her?)
5) Jodie
6) Jennyeong
7) Siewyi
8) Keni
9) Annie
10) Cecilia

13.If no.5 & no.7 were together,what will happened?
-- Jodie/ Siewyi; Do they know each other? Maybe they do I dono. Are they lesbians?

14.Who does no.5 likes?
-- Jodie; Don't know, don't care. Probably some guy wth lots of funny businesses.

15.What does no.9 likes?
-- Annie; Erm... Don't know.

16.Say something about no.8.
-- Keni; Weirdo, like all other people in 104.

17.Who is no.2?
-- Eric; My cousin.

18.Talk about no.3.
-- Qiuyuan; What does this question mean? Really!

19.Who is no.10 bestie?
-- Cecilia; I think she has a lot? Its hard to mention thwm one by one.

20.Who is the sexiest person among the 10 person?
-- Another complex question; How a bout none of them?

21.What colour does no.4 likes?
-- Sheryl; Don't know.

22.Is no.4 single?
-- Sheryl; I suppose so...

23.What is your relationship with no.1?
-- Junyi; My best male friend, one of them, actually.

24.Is no.5 & no.6 best friends?
-- Jodie/ Jennyeong; Nope they don't know each other.

25.What is no.9's surname?
-- Now this is too simple a question.

26.What is no.7's nickname?
-- I wonder if that's official, but she calls herself Raine.

27.What things do you wish to say to no.8?
-- Erm, see you next year?

28.What you will do to help no.9?
-- Annie; Does she have anything to be helped with?

29.Who does no.1 admires?
-- Junyi; Himself?

30.Where does no.1 lives at?
-- Bukit Batok Blk 208.

31.Does the 10 of them know who you like?
-- A few should, I guess.

32.What do you wish to say when you see no.6?
-- Jennyeong; I don't think I have anything to say to anyone.

33.Who is no.10 spouse?
-- Cecilia; Am I supposed to know?

• 5:52 AM, Thursday, December 4, 2008

Ciaossu!!

A bit bored in Malaysia here.
Don't really know this trip's purpose. Or maybe I forgot.
This few days chiong anime and manga until dono what to watch l;iao.
Maybe I will continue to do my homework when Iget back to Singapore.
Hais.. Unwilling to do sia.
Katekyo Hitman Reborn hurry up episode 110!!!
Already got liao actually, but no eng subs. T T

• 12:55 AM,

I'm in Malaysia now.
Unexpectedly, there's internet connection.
Wheee! Not gonna waste time. Byeee-bee, I go read manga le.
!@#$