• 12:33 AM, Saturday, October 3, 2009
Heh. Yesterday's MAF, it was kinda fun. :)Was quite happy overall. Though there were some regrettable areas.
Purposely left a lot of books and files at home, cause my bag was going thick from the PE shirt and Class Tee.
Had to use sling bag for these few weeks cause my back pack broke. Again.
Then damn heavy.
Siewyi fell down during PE. :(
Can tell it was rather painful..
I never really was able to help anyone.
Not before, not now, and the future.. I wonder.
The rest of the lessons was a bore.
Except for Math, me favourite subject.
Playing around with the figures thingy.. Lols.
And American professors came.
They looked happy when they left.
Wonder if they're satisfied with our lesson.
Before MAF.
Nothing much to do la aiyo.
Got my cookies from Jamie that I shared with Qinwei.
Ate some, took from Shuping haha.
Carried the drinks around..
Called Junyi to give him directions.
Played game.
Me wasn't very excited when playing the 'hide and catching' with them.
Tired and upset already.
Then some stupid 206 scolded me because Hannah entered his class when we were playing.
My fault meh?
He scolded me jibai.
I scolded him jibai mouth back.
:)
Satisfied after scolding him.
Not so tired le, got my vigor back,
but still not in the mood to play
Preparation for MAF.
Carried the drinks around again..
Played with keni's Tigger..
Helped with the shifting of dry ice and ice cream..
Then MAF started.
I wasn't supposed to be at the stall. I wanted to walk around actually haha.
But then.. the stall was quite short-handed so I helped.
Hey it was quite fun!
Even though quite tiring la.
In the end my legs tired out le..
Sat down for a bit..
And Keni's friends say I was shuai? MUAHAHA.
Junyi came so I went to entertain him.
Walked around.
But still thinking of the stall la.
Entertaining him half-heartedly.
Sorry!!
Went to Parade Square,
waiting for the CO performance to start.
Waiting for Mdm tan to come as well.
In the end she came..
Spent the rest of the night with her and the other Keming students.
Tired la, but I didn't have anything to do as well.
9 went to clear up.
But they were playing with leftover ice.
I innocent la, Kimberly go put on me.
Then I joined in for a while..
Then I just looked at them play..
Felt sorry for Tianyu hehe.
He was drenched.
For a moment I thought,
this bunch of friends brought me happiness.
Maybe the sorrow it brought along was worth it?
Then it was time to leave.
Went to wash up, cause I was oily all over.
Thought it through.
Maybe life's horrible, maybe I do hate it.
But I do know that on this day,
I was truly happy.
Took my stuff, went down with Junyi and Annie.
Said our byes, left the school.
Mdm Tan and her George fetch us home!!
Yay!!
Haven't been on a CAR for ages.
Even though we had to squeeze,
4 people: Me Junyi Isadora Annie at the back.
Reached home, showered, on computer, chatted with people on the net and phone.
Watched MVs and videos all the way until 1am.
Then I went to sleep.
I slept well, didn't have insomnia, didn't have nigtmares.
I had the best dream ever.
A dream will always be a dream, no matter how you make it sound, no matter how great it is.
And dreams often don't come true.
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Today I cried.
I don't know why and how I cried.
Maybe sometimes I just think too much.
No matter how perfect I seek to be, I never seem to do the right things, make the right choices, or think the right things..
Dreams remain as dreams. They don't realise.
Thus I wish I hadn't woken up from the dream I had last night.
In my dream I held her hand.
Life's never fair.
The good guys don't live long lives, and in our short lives we never get what we want.