• 8:36 PM, Sunday, September 6, 2009
Quite a lot of things has happened this month,kay maybe I've not mentioned all of them,
still, quite a lot has happened, seriously.
There's just one main topic in this post: friends.
This topic just seems so mediocre and everyone thinks they understand the word 'friends', but not for me.
I had to go through more than a year, just to slightly understand the friends in high school.
There are some of them I don't want to lose next year, there are also some who wouldn't bother even if they stayed.
Then, all the while, I'm afriad of losing my primary school friends, the dearest of them all. I don't want to drift apart from them.
I know I took long to know them, but everyone knows how easy it is to break the bonds between us.
Its not like covalent bonds, these bonds are fragile.
The time I have been in high school, I've known quite some people:
people I feel comfortable with; sensitive people; funny people; people whose actions I don't always approve of; childish people; people I don't always get along with; irresponsible people; guailan people; cute people; hypocrites; selfish people; inexperienced people; people who are ignorant of other's feelings, etc.
I get along with most people (I try my best to tolerate them). I don't like clearly displaying my dislike of them, but I just don't feel comfortable that way. Maybe I care to much of their feelings than mine. Sounds hypocritical.. But I'm just used to it that way.
Hell, the worse of them all, the first I met, take the meaning of the word 'friend' likely. He comes in between other people when they're quarreling. He finds no friend to sit with, and he takes someone elses seat, thinking its okay, he even snatches people's favourite work partner.
To hell with him, why can't he just find his own good friend? What's the point of stealing other's good friends?
No wonder his 'online girlfriend' duped him.
High school work wonders, you really can find who you'd like hanging out with, and who you don't like working with.
Its the friends that understands that I truly love hanging out with.
-The end-
Ciao.