• 1:08 AM, Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Really tired. Really really tired.I'm sick of going to school already.
It either bores me out, or make me annoyed, or pissed, like hell.
I'm not sure how to really describe the feeling,
but I'm not good at studying la.
I don't like to study either.
I liked studying when I was younger.
But now, I don't know what to do.
I'm like a ship on the sea floating aimlessly, no motivation.
Tsk.
Today got back Chinese paper.
I wanted good marks la.
I know I can score in Chinese.
But I don't know why, I come to NanHua and my score starts to drop.
I'm supposed to score well for it!!
A number of times already.
So I'm not really hoping anymore.
Just improve a bit.
In the end I still got the C grade range..
Why is it that, however hard I try, nothing works out.
Why does God just like to guailan me so much?
Fuck. I give up. I quit.