• 5:51 AM, Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Disappointing but aye, what else can I expect anyway?I'm a doubles-kun and I can't do anything without a partner, and that's that.
I'm finally improving, I don't want to change my play to another style, singles-play. No, no thanks.
Instead of thinking of another sport, why don't you just think of how much time you're gonna assign to your homework.
No one else on the team is bothering about you anymore, they can only guess why you're always absent, and I must say their guesses are as good as your excuses, and as true as truth is.
You can't complain that you've no motivation. Why? Its because you don't show up, you don't improve, you don't get to play. Its an endless cycle. No matter how you look at it, its only one-way, and its not going to change for you or for me.
People are training their guts out and you're nowhere to be seen. When you're improving, you'll get the attention winners get.
Hais. So many birthdays this month. Random.
Sian ah. Sibei tired then don't feel like doing homework, or revise geog.
But then again, my textbook's nowhere to be seen. Maybe in locker.
Damn it, this time its either I fail geog or chem and however much I'm going to score,
my class placing's gonna be like shit. Tsk.
So many problems, no idea how to solve.
I want to rest, but I can't leave work undone.
I need a psychologist.