• 5:53 AM, Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I feel like I'm a stranger, even to myself.Each minute, I think:
'What am I?' A human.
'What is my persona?' Who knows.
I'm having converstations with myself, how stupid.
Can't concentrate with whatever I'm doing.
factorisation doesn't impress me anymore,
especially since the bloody girls made so much noise.
Getting pissed off by the minute.
Well something seems to calm me down.
Seems like I see her every 2 weeks during december on Wednesday.
I was so pissed at the day,
So I think I stunned.
Said hi, and the words came out awkwardly,
she ignored me,
oh well.
Or was it my eyes playing tricks on me?
Could be, anything could happen on New Year's Eve.
The rest of the day was boring, stayed at home.
School's starting soon.
Dread it.
I don't want any homework.
Or it could keep me distracted.
I'm quite contradictory thse days,
so classmates, don't mind me.
'reach for your own happiness.'
tell me, what can and what should we reach for?