• 5:34 AM, Wednesday, April 9, 2008
I feel I'm extra in class. Really extra.When I'm feeling kinda attached with this class, they made me feel back when i was when I first came to nanhua.
Sometimes, when I just talk, people ignores me. They don't give a shit about what I'm trying to say.
Maybe you say I talk too softly. But what kind of a goddamned reason is this?!
Yes, I'm pissed off. Yes I'm getting cracked. But this IS the kind of classmates I get.
Seriously, I would get along better with alex, darryl, wayne, junyi, etc.
At least they care about me, they talk to me, they don't ignore me.
I even miss Alex's retardacy!
I wonder why I even live.
People say if we don't think about negativity, we can enjoy something.
To me, its bullshit.
I wonder why I even act kisiao.
Why I keep hearing Sue Mae saying something to Jenn Yeong that sounds like this: "叫永勤去啦"
What in the hell were they talking that involved... me?