Today's the start of a new term.
(There's PE today! Thats the only exciting thing. We played basketball during PE.... Then the girls came in, 2 vs all. o.o
I'm talking crap now. Crap, crap and more crap.
Ms Neoh came back!! And we had a new Science teacher, a bossy one at that. ==
We changed seats, I'm now beside the door, and the only guy surrounding me is Jenn Yeong. Its really weird, cos me and jenn yeong, we don't really talk lor...)


After school and when walking home, I mean after badminton, I saw this lil couple. They were sweet? Then I was suddenly so lonely, not like I never felt loneliness before, but at that point, I was really lonely. of course, I thought of her*. =[
I promised to myself that i wouldn't tear for her, not anymore, but I did tear, and on the bus at that. There were times i wanted to cry, but I couldn't, somehow, the tears nv came out, except today...
I though how I felt, excitement and devastationduring both times when she told me her feelings...
I know I'm stupid, retarded, a jerk and she's pissed off for what I did a few times. She's not the first girl I liked, but she's the first girl I ever loved. In a flash everything was gone. I'm not happy, but what can I do?? If it was that easy to forget ebrything, I wouldnt be torttured here.
There were a few times i wanted to be a vampire. That way, maybe I would be thinking about other things.
I really wonder, why am I acting hyper in class, when i cant get hyper?
And now that I think of it, its not that I'm not attached to 104, its just that I appreciate and the past more than i do to the present..
In life, there's a lot of events, be it happy or sad, that'll affect you emotionally. But no matter how many happy memories you have, they'll never, NEVER, affect you as much as the unhappy memories. Thats my theory, simple.

(PS: I met shao xiang today, he also came back from his badminton practise, we chat a while of course. I missed the times we, me and the other badminton boys had fun in school. =]) <-- Rubbish. Lonely under the moonlight, I feel, life's nothing without you.

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