• 3:57 AM, Thursday, February 14, 2008
Today's Valentines. And I'm terribly darn sad.On this day of love (and friendship), I really want to be sitting by her side, enjoying heart to heart talks. I really wonder how she's doing.
Everytime I want to talk to her, or msn/ sms her. But when I try to, I find out that I dont have the courage to. Alex told me to take risks, but i took too much to know I shouldn't anymore.
Anyway, Michelle says she's doing great.
I plucked up my courage to open a chat window with her. But I'm like the only asking questions. I don't mind. But I only wish I was there to witness the events.
I want to see her everyday, like we were in Keming. But now we're in different secondary schools, its a pity... All I can do is to look at a picture of her.
I want to cry, and currently, I'm already on the verge of tears. I even almost cried on the bus to school today.
I thought I could give her up. Really, but I can't.
I LOVE YOU AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU.