• 4:59 AM, Wednesday, February 13, 2008
I wish I could celbrate tomorrow with K____. Argh, most of you noe her anyway. She doesn't like me anyway. Its like wtf. I'm getting emo again. And I feel like dying and having world demolition again, just like Mou Jun does.
But for my friends and families, I won't.
People tell me to find someone new, but how do I when I don feel like it?
I love her. And I probably will for the rest of my teenage life.
I'm gonna suffer, suffer in a bed of roses. But I'll be glad. At least I tried and I won't be filled with any regret.
And I found these meaningful Valentine Poem:
Although our love is over, it remains
An unfrequented garden in my heart,
Its beauty quite inseparable from pain,
A wilderness where once was willful art.
I hope a little piece of you is still
I hope a little piece of you is still
Reserved for me, a place you may not go,
But where my room, untenanted, can fill
A moment with my music, sweet and slow.
There are no wishes like a former lover's
There are no wishes like a former lover's
That from the dark, repentant night must shine.
And so though we have both moved on to others,
I send you from afar this Valentine.
And another one.
I miss you terribly this day of love,
Miss you with a wound that stabs and aches.
I see the love around me, and it takes
So much strength simply just to move.
Soon, soon, my love, this waiting will be done.
You and I will have what we desire.
On days like this we'll sit beside the fire,
Undoing all the pain of days long gone