• 11:14 PM, Saturday, February 16, 2008
Alicia says Kimbly's pissed off at what i did.But what can I do? Sit there and wait? And not talk to her for the rest of my life until I die?
No.
And I won't push the blame to Alex saying he was the one to encourage me to do it. Sure, he encouraged me. Well, maybe he tempted me. But I wanted to talk to her a long time ago.
I hate life. Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!
I'd like to ask god, again, why must it be me?! So many people out there and why must it be me!? Really, if god could see this, I want him/ it to struck me with lightning or let me be in the middle of a gang fight. Anything! Anything that can kill me right this minute!